I've spent this whole year living in denial, trying to believe that even though me and my friends may be in a different year now, we can still be friends.
Because it is my own fault for retaining.
Because it is my own fault for not trying hard enough.
Maybe to them, I am a very unreasonable person, still expecting them to go out when they have to study for 'A' levels. But I did not force it too.
I get it that they need to study.
I get it that they are busy.
It is just that I don't get their attitude.
If it's your birthday, will you be happy that nobody bothers at all? Just because there's national exams does not mean that your friends are less important right.
I already predicted this since the beginning, didn't I? No matter what, our schedules are different already.
I need to get used to studying alone.
I need to get used to missing outings.
I need to get used to being unable to talk to anybody.
Who will care enough to stay by forever?
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