I don't even know why I still hold on.

Hey, its me again.

I realised that I've been holding on to things that I shouldn't hold on to.

Things like..
You.
Bad memories.
Lost friendships.
Bad thoughts.

I tried very hard to install good thoughts into myself. Nobody likes negative people anyway. I tried so hard to forget all these, but at night I'm still the one who will cry over thoughts of you and many other things.

I just can't let go.

How do you "uninstall" people in your life?
How do you ever pretend that you never ever know this person, when you used to know everything about him/her?

You can't. So why do people have to leave? Why can't people stay forever? I guess I will never ever be able to comprehend.

Do you feel the same way?